Dozens of pictures are taken by the
kids each week. Loading them onto my laptop,
preparing to write, some cause me to laugh, others
make me sad, most touch my heart... I can only use a
few. In almost every picture it's the eyes that always
seem to stand out- it's like they're little windows into
stories yet to be told, still growing and unfolding. I'm
guessing this photo is one more self portrait of
Cinthia- there are several each time she carries the
camera -with little Lupita. Lupita's newly back at
Siempre after over a year with her mother and her new
husband... it didn't work out. Cinthia knows Lupita's
story, she's living it. But with several uninterrupted
years at Siempre, she's bright, growing and making
plans for life as an adult. Cinthia smiles and it's easy
to see a bright future. Lupita doesn't smile as much
as she use to... don't know what's happened... maybe
she's still caught up in the middle of the hard
transition. It's easy to look at a picture and imagine a
hundred things that have nothing to do with reality. But
just the fact that she's in this picture means she's
been abandoned into the arms of Siempre.
Sometimes I'm torn between thanksgiving and anger:
thanksgiving that she has a bright hope and home
with us at Siempre, anger that anyone could ever not
give everything to make sure that she was kept safe,
secure and well cared for. The eyes of children... you
should meet Alexis, Fabian, Ricardo... their eyes hide
nothing... it seems that Lupita's eyes aren't keeping
many secrets either... pray that God would take away
her fear and loneliness and give her hope- the kind of
hope shining brightly from Cinthia. Lupita needs us.
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